‘Octomom’ Nadya Suleman Contemplates Suicide, Wishes She Never Had Children

Written by Michael Lambarde on Jul. 02, 2011

Nadya Suleman has made disturbing, eye-opening claims in a recent interview with In Touch Weekly. In the interview, she admits, “I hate the babies, they disgust me”. Suleman, whose house is reportedly facing foreclosure again, is under fire from critics for the claims she makes in the tabloids. Others, however, are claiming that Suleman made the remarks simply to gain publicity, and thus more money from In Touch, with a source telling us that she loves her children but is making the false claims to garner additional money.

Suleman, who made headlines back in 2009 for having octuplets, says that she is overwhelmed with her brood of children and says that her “older six [children] are animals. [They are] getting more and more out of control, because I have no time to properly discipline them.” Suleman, however, once claimed that it was always her dream to have a big family, but now that she is facing the burden of having little to no money, it is getting extraordinary hard.

“My bank account is overdrawn by $300 and I have no money to pay for the children’s school, food or the mortgage,” she confesses. “The only way I can cope is to lock myself in the bathroom and cry. Sometimes I sit there for hours and even eat my lunch sitting on the toilet floor. Anything to get peace and quiet,” she says. “Some days I have thought about killing myself,” she admits. “I cannot cope.” Suleman does admit she she does “love them” but adds that she “absolutely wish[es] [she] had not had them”. Suleman will soon be featured on a new HDNet celebrity dating show titled Celebridate where cameras will follow her as three people look to try and win her heart. Though, we’ve got to wonder if the baby thing will turn them off.